tonight was one year since something special in my life occurred.
and i didn't handle it the way i wanted to.
instead of doing what was expected of me,
i found myself working on my graduation speech
with a friend of mine.
you know that feeling of being in the place you
know you should be, but instead of feeling comfort
you find yourself anxious and even a bit sad,
because you miss where you used to be.
well, i had that.
the catch was that while i had that feeling of longing
for one year ago, i was writing a speech that
pertained entirely to the future.
i know that god is trying to teach me a lesson,
but what i don't know is why it's taking so long.
and i know that at this point, faith is
supposed to come in.
but even faith that moves mountains
sometimes seems invisible.
i know that some people don't believe me,
but what i said all along was true.
and it still is.
i can love whomever i like.
whenever i like.
in spite of anything or anyone.
it's my story.
and god simply decided to play a major role in all of it.
believe what you want.